Last time it was a break up, this time it's essentially the same thing.... I don't understand why people you care about cut you out.... last time I broke up with him, but this time I tired to be the best friend... I stayed true to myself and her and I didn't give up I kept pursuing her when things got really hard. I thought I was gonna drown with her but I pulled us both up I got this far.... and I've been dropped again. Why do we invest ourselves in people we know will leave time and time again? Why do we allow them to hurt us constantly?
~Make your own light, for the world is dark; so let yourself shine among the darkness~
You are here. Something's happened. All I've wanted is for you to be here. He's been here. I'm scared. The fact that I'm scared is scaring me. I need you. Don't cry. I just want to stay like this, like this, like this. You see me. He is going to destroy us. I should have never led you to this. You would be so much better off without me. I have done this to you. He has done this to me. Hold me. Hold. Hold on. What happened? I need to tell you. I don't need anything else besides this, this, this. Not true. There is so much more to the world than two people. I am cursed. Loving me is what curses you. I need to let you go. Hold on. We need to kill him, but if he dies, it will be like this forever. If we tried to kill him, he will kill us instead. I am okay with dying, but you have to live. I should not be thinking these thoughts. I should just hold you. Like this, like this. I want this to be the sand that stays on my fingers. You. But when everything else is gone, I want to remember you. I have to stop thinking like it's over. Twenty-three hours. I wish we could stay like this until then. #invisibility #davidlevithan #lies #thelieswetellourselves #love #needs #wants #togetherness #romance #lovestory